My Cute Little World

Hi

Everytime I want to write something down here , I do that alright, but I end up deleting it for some reason ... I was an open book to everyone , easy to make a conversation , fun to hang out with that I get surprised sometimes at the comments I get from that ... I beleive Í'm still like that but I just figured out something too, I dont like sharing my deep thoughts anymore with anyone ... I've been having my distance with everyone ... Isolating myself is what makes me enjoy my time at most ... The weird part is I've always been a people's person , love to socialize, love family gatherings ... I guess I'm going through a time that I can't even explain it myself.....I somehow think its a phase of changing .....

Change ....Change .. People change all the time , you have a very close friend one day and you don't know who she is anymore ? Does that mean they change how they feel about you ? If you change as a person do your feelings change with you ? Is it right ? Is that why when you grow up to a be a mid age person , at some phase in your life whether it's because of ur moving life or work or whatever you keep on missing family gatherings or missing birthdays of the special ones ? Does that make you love them less ? is really working hard for a relationship is also what makes it living ? what if you dont want anymore but you still want to love them and maybe even more than you did , I guess you'll have to keep up with consequences .......

I dont know what I'm saying anymore ...... I started this place for more than 4 months and because I do have an exam tomorrow , I'm starting to post :P I hope this place gets more lively for my sake, and for my friends to share that with me :)

posted by Qute @ 7:21 PM