My babies
You know why I like my cats than people ( at this second! ) ??? .... It's because they hardly complain...When they do complain , they do it quietly with their cute faces ......
Farfoora

The cute one the one that meows so quietly when she misses you and for food ofcourse , and u hardly see her doing anything wrong ...
Taz

The Biatch ! The mother of farfoora and bilya .... she always wants it her way, very jealous and VEry selfish
And Bilya

The baby who wants to play all the time ! Plays dumb :P ... and likes to cuddle up when you don't give her much attention .... And if u dont do that , she'll jump at you or the computer screen and stare ......
Chance ...
I wrote something this morning.... It might not sound good enough to be posted but I'd like to share it .......
I'm In class at the moment .. I'm supposed to be concentrating but these thoughts keep haunting me... All I think about is how a person should do 'the right thing' even if it takes the hard way to do it... What about the common saying ''Everyone deserves a second chance'' ? ...When you think about it, choosing the wrong thing is the second chance...Well, When it comes to killing someone, I know I went to an éxtreme, a person don't deserve to be killed PERIOD.. And that is what I call the first chance, and then comes the second chance when your thoughts have the option of killing this person or not. Starting to think of the option is the second chance itself. Thats when you start thinking about the wrong things in life , sins , mistakes , and relying on the concequences , when your selfish about it. So I guess it's not whether or not a person deserves a second chance, its how he deals those opportunities he have and decide upon them ... Am I making any sense ? ?? Why do poeple act all selfish , I do that sometimes act all selfish and wanting to things my way no matter what until I end up making it a matter of challange ..... Why do poeple Cheat , Lie , Kill act Carelessly ... Do we just want to try being the bad people? Do we not care about anyone else anymore no matter what they mean to you ? I'm recalling this small phrase in a book I'm reading , " Where is the time when people used to love each other for no reason ? '' no reason what so ever , they are simply your brother , friend , not because he did this and that for you .. Maybe the reason of being that selfish one is just to learn the hard long way ? Or the level of thinking that we preach for costs us hurting ourselves with these feelings... I honestly think that when we start being selfish, Is when our hearts start to get stained.. Stained by greed, jealousy, start being careless.. And within no time , this stain grows and grows until you have no heart anymore...! Ok think classes like this make you go insane CLASS IS OVER !
Movie Quotes

I was watching the movie Blow for like the 5th or 6th time the other day .... I guess I lost track of counting because of how much I love this movie.....
Anyways I would like to share the Quotes that I really loved ... no necessarily in order of what I love more... But never to forget
''Life passes most people by while they are making grand plans for it. Throughout my lifetime, I've left pieces of my heart here and there. Now, there's almost not enough to stay alive. But I force a smile, knowing my ambition far exceeded my talent''''Sometimes you're flush. Sometimes you're bust. And when you're up, it's never as good as it seems. And when you're down, you never think you'll be up again. But life goes on.''''May the wind always be at your back, and the sun upon your face and the winds of destiny carry you aloft to dance with the stars.''DIEGO: you know why you failed george? GEORGE: because I got caught. DIEGO: No george. you failed because you had the wrong dream.''How irreparably changed my life has become. It's always the last day of Summer and I've been left out in the cold with no door to get back in.''
Hi
Everytime I want to write something down here , I do that alright, but I end up deleting it for some reason ... I was an open book to everyone , easy to make a conversation , fun to hang out with that I get surprised sometimes at the comments I get from that ... I beleive Í'm still like that but I just figured out something too, I dont like sharing my deep thoughts anymore with anyone ... I've been having my distance with everyone ... Isolating myself is what makes me enjoy my time at most ... The weird part is I've always been a people's person , love to socialize, love family gatherings ... I guess I'm going through a time that I can't even explain it myself.....I somehow think its a phase of changing .....
Change ....Change .. People change all the time , you have a very close friend one day and you don't know who she is anymore ? Does that mean they change how they feel about you ? If you change as a person do your feelings change with you ? Is it right ? Is that why when you grow up to a be a mid age person , at some phase in your life whether it's because of ur moving life or work or whatever you keep on missing family gatherings or missing birthdays of the special ones ? Does that make you love them less ? is really working hard for a relationship is also what makes it living ? what if you dont want anymore but you still want to love them and maybe even more than you did , I guess you'll have to keep up with consequences .......
I dont know what I'm saying anymore ...... I started this place for more than 4 months and because I do have an exam tomorrow , I'm starting to post :P I hope this place gets more lively for my sake, and for my friends to share that with me :)